Nelli on Maturity.

Its so funny when people dont act their age, dont ya think? i mean as you grow older you're suppose to become a lil more mature, buh some reason fho others they jus become more STUPIDER! like fhoreals?! talking shit behind backs, not admitting to problems or issure, nd being fake?! damn i'd hate fho someone like that to approach me or else i'll smack some knowledge & manners into their noggin. i mean if you hab a problem you noe its fine everyone has problems, buh you you hab a problem nd you continue to lie to yourself nd make it an even bigger problem than it is then honestly you dont jus hab a problem, YOU ARE THE PROBLEM. the best thing to do is MAN THA FUCK UP and confront them. dont go around gettin OTHER PEOPLE involved in your problems. aight so enuff about that kind of immaturity.

another kind is BOYS [sorry this doesnt pertain to da whole male species] this is a more elaborate session of my first BOYS blog last night. all us girls can honestly say we all think boys are stupid nd immature. i mean they complain about us bitchin nd shit buh the only reasons we bitch is either we on that time of month typa shit or bcuz the boys make us bitch. which is mainly boys makin us bitches. ever heard "Behind every bitch is a guy her made her that way" ? well yea. i mean some of you boys dont like to be open with their feelings nd their sexuality [thats why we hab a lot of homophobs out der lol] i mean how are we suppose to noe wats on your mind or how your feelin if you dont say shit to us?! nd wen you dont say anything to us then thats wen we start givin attitude. then wen we give attitude you guys start becoming jerks which makes us mad so we become Bitches. so you see it all leads back to boys makin us like this nd all bcuz of what?! IMMATURITY. buh this is only my opinion on how immature boys are, later on i'll give good thoughts about them.

aight so lesson learned people dont be immature. please and thank you :]

BOYS!

ARE STUPID!

honestly thats all i gotta say in this blog. like fhoreals. man da fuck up to your fuckin problems.

ok thats it fho now haha aight byes :]

updates later.

Rollercoaster Life

Life, can be many things. buh my life is full of challenges. From constantly moving from state to state to boyfriend issues to finacial problems. i honestly cant keep up. one thing i noe that can make me feel soo much better nd take half of my stress away is if i move back to what my heart is yearning fho, Los Angeles. buh that wont be able to happen fho a while. i jus gotta deal with living in Chicago even tho i despise it i gotta enjoy it while im here. sometimes i wonder why i go through such challenges at a young age. nd then i realize that everything does happen fho a reason nd God has something planned fho all of us nd honestly da obstacles we go through only make us stronger everytime we come through a dead end. We learn from our mistakes nd we keep on trying to make it right. Buh ok heres da update on my life:

I am currently not in skool, taking da Fall Semester Off.
Helping my mom financially nd watcing my sister.
I'm working full-time at KB Toys, its a pretty chill job.
Currently working fho a freakin phone! lol
After i hab got my phone working on a plane ticket to LA. (hopefully its one-way, shhh lol)
If not, then go back to skool fho Winter Semester.
Currently in a fight with da boyfriend chuz hes being a immature jerk.


My life isnt as exciting as before. Before i moved back to Chicago i loved my life. i had everything i wanted nd was surrounded by people i love. I dint really care if i did hab drama within my happiness bcuz i was in da place i hold dearly to my heart. It made me happy, it honestly did. Now that, that has been taken away from me i've been down nd misreable and theres nothing i can do about it. As of right now im jus gonna go where my Life feels like taking me.