back at one.

daaaaaamn its been a real HOT MINUTE since i last updated this. been hopped on facebook and myspace and youtube. hahahha damn has da internet world become more interesting now-a-days? first it was Xanga then Myspace then Facebook. and for me it stopped there and then i discovered blogspot. buh i havent really been on this haha. and then TWITTER?!?! wtf?! wat is TWITTER?! haha cant really hate on it chuz i have a twitter. hahah! and now TUMBLR?! its like twitter and blogspot put together. chuz you can right a blog about anything and PEOPLE FOLLOW YOU! haha i mean blogspot is like that buh i think tumblr is someone more uhhh. hightech? hahah

well so much has changed since i updated here. lets see new boyfriend new friends and basically a new life. i jus hope i can keep it all this time. and thats why i am now back at one.

Nelli on Maturity.

Its so funny when people dont act their age, dont ya think? i mean as you grow older you're suppose to become a lil more mature, buh some reason fho others they jus become more STUPIDER! like fhoreals?! talking shit behind backs, not admitting to problems or issure, nd being fake?! damn i'd hate fho someone like that to approach me or else i'll smack some knowledge & manners into their noggin. i mean if you hab a problem you noe its fine everyone has problems, buh you you hab a problem nd you continue to lie to yourself nd make it an even bigger problem than it is then honestly you dont jus hab a problem, YOU ARE THE PROBLEM. the best thing to do is MAN THA FUCK UP and confront them. dont go around gettin OTHER PEOPLE involved in your problems. aight so enuff about that kind of immaturity.

another kind is BOYS [sorry this doesnt pertain to da whole male species] this is a more elaborate session of my first BOYS blog last night. all us girls can honestly say we all think boys are stupid nd immature. i mean they complain about us bitchin nd shit buh the only reasons we bitch is either we on that time of month typa shit or bcuz the boys make us bitch. which is mainly boys makin us bitches. ever heard "Behind every bitch is a guy her made her that way" ? well yea. i mean some of you boys dont like to be open with their feelings nd their sexuality [thats why we hab a lot of homophobs out der lol] i mean how are we suppose to noe wats on your mind or how your feelin if you dont say shit to us?! nd wen you dont say anything to us then thats wen we start givin attitude. then wen we give attitude you guys start becoming jerks which makes us mad so we become Bitches. so you see it all leads back to boys makin us like this nd all bcuz of what?! IMMATURITY. buh this is only my opinion on how immature boys are, later on i'll give good thoughts about them.

aight so lesson learned people dont be immature. please and thank you :]

BOYS!

ARE STUPID!

honestly thats all i gotta say in this blog. like fhoreals. man da fuck up to your fuckin problems.

ok thats it fho now haha aight byes :]

updates later.

Rollercoaster Life

Life, can be many things. buh my life is full of challenges. From constantly moving from state to state to boyfriend issues to finacial problems. i honestly cant keep up. one thing i noe that can make me feel soo much better nd take half of my stress away is if i move back to what my heart is yearning fho, Los Angeles. buh that wont be able to happen fho a while. i jus gotta deal with living in Chicago even tho i despise it i gotta enjoy it while im here. sometimes i wonder why i go through such challenges at a young age. nd then i realize that everything does happen fho a reason nd God has something planned fho all of us nd honestly da obstacles we go through only make us stronger everytime we come through a dead end. We learn from our mistakes nd we keep on trying to make it right. Buh ok heres da update on my life:

I am currently not in skool, taking da Fall Semester Off.
Helping my mom financially nd watcing my sister.
I'm working full-time at KB Toys, its a pretty chill job.
Currently working fho a freakin phone! lol
After i hab got my phone working on a plane ticket to LA. (hopefully its one-way, shhh lol)
If not, then go back to skool fho Winter Semester.
Currently in a fight with da boyfriend chuz hes being a immature jerk.


My life isnt as exciting as before. Before i moved back to Chicago i loved my life. i had everything i wanted nd was surrounded by people i love. I dint really care if i did hab drama within my happiness bcuz i was in da place i hold dearly to my heart. It made me happy, it honestly did. Now that, that has been taken away from me i've been down nd misreable and theres nothing i can do about it. As of right now im jus gonna go where my Life feels like taking me.

back from "camping"

so like i went to a place where there was no phone signal watsoever buh it really doesnt matter bcuz i dont hab a damn phone! lol buh damn it was fun! first night was fun jus hangin out with my friends fam. nd da second day was fun nd tiring. tooooo lazy to type out wat we did. da only thing that sucked about it was there was no computer -_- buh i guess dats jus da experience you gotta go through wen campin. lol well nothin really interesting so imma jus end it here. LOL

cool ass minute.

damn i havent been on this fho a cool ass minute. wow! hahaha i made this jus fho da heck of it so i might as well use it now since my life is gettin more complicated by the hour. i can use this as a stress reliever. something i can vent out my problems to yanno? well lets see i moved BACK to freakin chicago -_- which sucks chuz i loved being in LA. i miss everyone there like no joke! especially my boyfriend Joey a.k.a 1OAK. buh he came all the way to chicago jus fho me last week. i freakin lahv him fho that! buh anyways, hmm wat else has happened? ohh wow so much drama between me nd my mother fhoreals man! arghhh i want it all to go away seriously.. Life after high school sucks so far >.< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">him.. buh i'll write a whole different blog about him so dont trip ^_^ buh not like i hab much friends on this blogspot fho people to read. lol buh anywhos as of right now i am listening to music to get away from da drama..Music is soothing to my soul.. well ima dip off this fho right now. gonna keep things updated, well fho myself. lol

oh what a day

so today was a damn mission.
woke up at 8:30 bcuz GIRLF julia called me.
then got ready nd walked toward the 10 bus to head to melrose nd meet up wit julia nd her friends.
then "hollah fho a dollah" or wtfaaa?!
lol thenn bussed it all the way to glendale from melrose.
ate at carls junior [#4 double western burger] finished dat shiiiiii all by myself.
toook pix at da apple store.
then hit up my interview at hollister.
SEND ME YOUR GOOOOD LUCK VIBES!
then chilled wit da GLENDALE kidssssss.
other than such a crazy dayyyy.
it was greatttt!



pictures will be up sooon.